Major Randomness. No. General Randomness.

September 06

5/9/06, 10:45pm.
A-ha. back home from a smoke and on this shitty piece of notepad. virtual. I'm not used to this. kinda used to the "space"pad. so much better.. And it seems like a long time since I last wrote.. It has been. So what if it seemed like another one of those late nights during the sem exams at the paranthe wali auntie with egg parathaas, tea, music, cigarettes and the security of not meeting any aquaintences? nothing. an it seems so bloody distant. Those assholes had to rape that northeastern chink from delhi univ. fuckin idiots. ruined my pretty nights. It felt good to be in different streets alone at night with music and cigarettes and noone around to stare at you. Ahh. just picked my nose. that felt good too. so while I was out, I gotta a message from Anne sayin "SHAVE". good tht she didnt call. I wouldn't have picked it up then she would've started thinking crazy shit and I might'v gotten all wry and tired simply thinking about it. good that noone called. so anyways. I'm goin to her place tomorrow and if my lucks gonna be as its always been.. Smokerings gonna msg me sayin "where?" tomorrow and I'd probably say i'm not coming cuz.. well.. simply because. full stop. I like the fact tht I can sit quietly with someone and get bored an smile watching a girl with big tits with a white tshirt with "Warning! You are being watched!" written on it in black, almost knowing that the other person mustv noticed the same thing an would be smiling to himself too. maybe I'm crazy.
I send my CAT form tomorrow. Finally. Thru with the final checklist. Doesn't seem like I'd get anywhere. Atleast not right now. I don't seem to be doing anything about it. Ma says I could go to Australia if I don't get thru to anywhere and she'd be willing to sponsor me. Hell.. I mean..Australia? I don't get it. Out of all the places in the world... Australia? I mean.. I wouldn't even understand what theyr trying to say.. forget about getting along with them. I mean.. whatever happened to the good old US or UK? Decent places aren't they? Atleast I'd be living with some civilization.. not aborgines or whatever they are called that I am forgetting/dont care to remember? Atleast I'd be able to travel someplace and get my body found by someone within a week if I die. They don't even have good music there.. what am I gonna do? what am I gonna do in a country where Bobby Cash has had top ten hits? I'd probably get depressed and get into drugs and shit fuck 25 girls a night and get HIV and die a painful death. I liked Bombay.. Maybe I should go there. Moves at a nice pace.. I'd probably be able to study/work and have fun there too. Maybe even start liking PDV. Oh. An I forgot.. Its close to goa. I could go there over the weekend and get all drunk and fuck girls I don't know and get back to work/coll by Monday. Nice.. Convenient. Very.
So much about the next year.. Its not too close.. I know how I spent the last few months in school. Each one was about 4 yrs long. with an extra leap day. so as far as randomness goes.. theres still about 9 months to go.. about another 250 days at the shop so to speak. fuckin shit. thas about as far as I'm gonna go.. Not gonna push myself to write anymore. lets see.. I'v started.. maybe I'll add more.. gonna watch a movie now. ;)
6/9/06, 12:52am
Damn. No movie.  Whatever. Its hard to explain how happy you are when you manage to fix your comp after almost 10 days during which you secretly bored urself to death. Secretly.. because you hardly told anyone about it. Hell. I'm gonna start my downloads again. Fuck off. Maybe I'll come back some other day.